I’m finding it hard to know how to forgive Laura. I’m not trying to hold on to animosity or hurt feelings but I am finding that even after we have a nice interaction again after a spell of discord I have little if any feeling for her. It’s like my insides have been deactivated towards her. I know it is to some degree (and possibly a large degree) because I don’t feel safe to trust her. Even if we’ve had a good interaction I know that she will soon day or do something extremely cutting again because she still had no comprehension of what drives me and what drives me away.
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