I realized today that no matter how much apologizing I do (and I’m getting progressively better at doing it) Laura will not feel safe until she does her part in choosing to believe in my good faith efforts – past and present. She acknowledged my current and recently past efforts but efforts more than 2 years old are seen as non-existent.
Currently she is fully convinced that if my efforts were insufficient that is proof that they were only half-hearted. Mostly she doesn’t even recognize that I made efforts and contends with me if I attempt to explain that I did make efforts more than 2 or 5 years ago.
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