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  • Reviewing my guidelines/notes on prayer
    • “Pray…about the very longings of your heart”
      • Sometimes it feels as though my heart is still too dead to have longings.
        • When I prayed about being unable to cry (nearly 30 years ago) my calluses were softened and years still come easily to my eyes especially when I am touched by the Spirit.
      • Among the longings of my heart is the feeling of being a wallflower…which I have been praying about a number of times lately.
    • “Listen … stay on {your} knees for a while after {you} finish {your} prayer”
      • This is akin to the advice that we focus on spending time with God in prayer and not just say our wishlist to God as prayer.
      • I’ve actually been doing a little more of this lately since the counsel to spend time with God.
    • “Write the thoughts … record your feelings”
      • This is what I have been more sporadic about lately.
    • “Follow through with actions”
      • I have not identified actions regularly in recent weeks.
      • I have not really taken any new actions lately—only maintained some of the prior actions I had committed to.
    • Diagnosis/Conclusion
      • I haven’t fallen as far as I had feared.
      • I do need to get back to consistently applying the principles that improved my prayers from last year.
      • Not putting prayer first on many mornings has contributed to a more lackadaisical approach and decreased power in prayer.

Action Items

  1. Make prayer first in the morning—before any videos or articles.

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