Category: Journal
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Time to be free
I discovered last night that my new mortgage had funded. That signaled the last obstacle being removed which held me firmly to my current job and company. At the tail end of my workday I questioned Matt about the 30 day resignation offer he made are beginning of April. I was hoping that offering me…
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Third Coaching Session
What do I want to create? A celestial family and a disciples life. If I could have, do, or be anything what would it be? I want to be radiant (developing and using my unique gifts to bless others) – my first preference would be Edgedancer (finding, assisting, knowing those who are forgotten) but I…
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Second Coaching Session
Read 3VQ (mostly) List what do I want I want to be happy I want my family to be stable (emotionally and financially) I want to feel like I’m accomplishing something at work. What are my strengths? I notice patterns & details I can see the big picture I value other perspectives I want to…
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Setting up for change
Over the past few weeks I have been positively giddy when considering the possibility of leaving my current job (and boss). With the stimulus money for this pandemic I have some reserves to make a change. Today I got final approval to refinance the house at a much lower rate. This means that my cost…
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All encompassing ordinances
The girls asked my why I prepared 10 sacrament cups when we never have the whole family present for sacrament – especially today as we only had 4 people present when we started. I explained to them that the Atonement was infinite and that if it were not infinite then the hope of at least…
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Laura Awakening
Over the last couple of weeks Laura has started to do more and reach out emotionally toward life. I have noticed her references to the church become more “us” and less “them.” Tonight she asked for my support in starting to study the scriptures again. I look forward to her opening up to feel the…
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Professional Coaching
I have decided to work with Steve on some professional coaching to make sure that I am prepared and making smart decisions in the midst of this job turmoil. Here are notes from our first session: Framework for a session:Coaches role is “curiosity Sherpa” no more than 1 step ahead. 1) Clearing: 5-10 minutes getting…
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Easter rebirth
It is fitting that I read of Christ visiting the Nephites on this matter weekend. It occurs to me that when Christ comes again he will do it in the spring – around Easter/Passover. When he reveals himself to the world he will do so by declaring the truth and making clear to whom he…
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Compensatory blessings
I think the ultimate example of compensatory blessings is the biggest shift from unparalleled destruction to hearing the voice of Christ explaining what had happened and inviting the people to return to Him and be healed. It reminds me of an extreme example of what we have been invited to look for in this day…
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Performance improvement plan
I was greeted this morning for my 1-on-1 with Matt buy being presented with a 90-day performance improvement plan. Considering that I was already questioning if I was in the right line of work and the complete lack of trust that I have in Matt, my immediate thought was that I should plan to have…