Category: Journal
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Down cycle
Laura came over late this morning to take Alyssa doing and deliver the date she promised for Emma yesterday. She ended up leaving without doing either and it took her most of the day before she started to feel somewhat more emotionally stable. Her natural inclination is to blame the problems from yesterday but I’m…
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Busy, busy
Today was extremely busy. Mariah was medically cleared from her concussion. Alyssa has improved but wasn’t cleared. Savannah went to by for a state math competition, and Mom went to Beauty and the Beast with the older girls. Aside from Laura pushing herself a little too far coming home are free movie it was a…
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Reunion
After a few days of chance and a couple of days of improvement, today Laura genuinely and excitedly wanted to talk to me. A good conversation we had last night had both fruit in her interactions today with Tamara Adamson. She feels like she had some traction and some idea of what we wanted and…
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A glimmer of progress
Even I went to drop off a yoga block to Laura tonight we got taking about her work on the Romania Pratt play and he to seek out and what the central message was. She actually came to snuggle with me despite me being slightly sick.
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Lame day
After the failure that was my visit with Laura last night I decided that the was no reason to go over today just to go over. I would go over if the was a reason, otherwise I would tend to things at home. People were fractious all evening. Enoch and Isaac kept after each other…
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Drifting apart
I’ve noticed for days (Saturday sleepover notwithstanding) that the connections between Laura and I have been fading. When I go to visit we have very little to say to each other. We picky through minutia and then exist until I leave. She has no interest in intimacy right now and there’s little that we can…
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Staying the night
Just another Saturday. Laura feels good about her progress and direction. I’m keeping things together at home. Tonight we are trying staying overnight together, at her apartment. I get to go to bed with the possibility of waking up next to her (recognizing that she might conclude that she can’t sleep with me in the…
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Errand boy
I don’t think I am a particularly b dry person but I do feel like I am required to do all the bending in this family to accommodate everyone. I’ve learned that giving people what they want ask the time creates problems so I don’t always bend, but rarely does anyone else bend to make…
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Repairs
We decided to take the car back in and have the expensive piece with the solenoid replaced rather than limping along until it becomes unbearable. Aside from that it was a pretty regular day except for the fact that I played games with the kids in the backyard for a portion of the evening. It…